What's new? what's Blue?

Well i'm in class and we are going over philosophy tonight and well, my philosophy is that my time could have been better spent at home tonight. Well here of late my i have redone my apartment made my greatest purchased that's right i am pleased to announce i am now the owner of a Dyson vacuum, yep that's right it's a great tool for me and i'm looking forward to it coming in the mail. I also have purchased a new sofa and love seat, a cream micro fiber it's pretty. i also got curtains for all of the rooms in the house. I hope to find my cord and then i will put up photos for you all. it's nice! i love it. well work is getting to be a lot working every single weekend so i'm seeing what i can do to work it out to at least have one a week off. well what else can i tell you. I know what i would like to tell u but welllllllllll.......................................... hey don't give me that look :P no really i want to tell u i'm just not sure how to tell you yet, let me think about this ok hmmm thinking thinking thinking..... fine i'll just tell you I love you, yes u, no really u! Not the person over YOUR shoulder. If your eyes are on these pigments this is meant 4 u! whelp i should get back 2 class but hope 2 have more soon 4 u!

Some of the things i have done lately

My Little doggy steph.

1st day back to school for kids!!!

A lot is also going on as far as visiting Jacksonville where i served my mini. Me and one of the girls I Visit teach joined me for a Jayne Wayne day I got to fire a few military weapons :D hmmm


still trying to get the picture thing down right now but here goes a few!

update from my world

SO it's been way to long since I have updated however i wonder if any one checks this is anymore. but for the fun of it I'm just gonna ramble for a bit just because I am. Well I have either one more class to finish next semester OR like one more year. It all depends on if i do a thesis. Right now I'm learning about survey instruments, while thinking about how much HW i still have 2 do! lets see what might you want to know???? OH i got a new job 3 months ago! I still nanny in the morning kids go to Y in the afternoons, and I have class M&TH and work TU,W,S Friday is date night better known to most as temple night ;) and then Sunday is church :D. I work with special needs I love it! it's a bit crazy how much I do enjoy it, I get payed less but I laugh and smile more. Well what else, hmmm I made an ok pumpkin cheesecake last week, also and house hunting just for fun right now, trying to figure out debt ahead and how much i have left to pay off :D
welp not much to say but maybe next week.

A new look on life, on eternal life that is :)

Ok so most of you know I just returned from serving in Jacksonville for the past two week. Well many have asked what was it like. Well I decided I’d be 100% honest. It was the Amazing thing I’ve ever done because it was one of the hardest things I have ever done. No other time in my life have I never excited and every waking minute was spent in the service of God, but also realizing how hard hearted his children have become. But also knowing a lot of it comes from the traditions of their fathers, fathers. I wish words could express the tear of sadness and extreme joy I have felt. But what I can tell you is some of the things I have learned after returning home and really thinking about it all, some of which I would have learned so much sooner so I could have been more effective.
But that's why I want to share it with you!
Ok first is about missionary work it self. The most important thing to missionary work is you!! No matter what I did as a missionary it all came back the members. It IS your responsibility as a disciple of Christ to share his truth with those who you meet. Yes your example is a great way but if they never know why u act the way you do then what good is your example to them, I mean really?
Ok point two just open your mouth, come-on you know how there's been that new thing that you've tried that you've loved and then you've had to share it with the whole world, I mean why do so many of you have face book, or cell phones. Well guess what the gospel IS the greatest gift in this world. This gospel is the knowledge that Jesus Christ truly LIVES he really does speak in these the last days, and how dare you not share that I mean really you have the greatest news in the world, you have a plan of happiness, restored to the earth. Count your blessings and share it.

ok now how can I state this so boldly now well you know that's kind of the crazy part on my mission I was so scared to open my mouth but shortly after returning I was able to go to a meeting with the new mission president of the North Carolina Raleigh Mission, and well let me put it this way the spirit was STRONG and I truly was spiritually uplifted to a new height that I hope I never ever come down from. I know tomorrow is our testimony meeting through out the world but I figured for a change I would put my down in a written form for all my friends

I know that my Redeemer Lives, I know this because he speaks to us in these latter days, he speaks through two main forms. Through the words of his servants, President Thomas S. Monson and the twelve apostles. He also has brought about the printing of the words of the Prophets from both the stick of Judea, and the stick of Ephraim. Those words are the Lords words to you to me to all his children. He also even speaks more directly to you/me through the third member of the God head the Holy Ghost AKA the Spirit. You see something I never understood is when the spirit prompts it is really Heavily Father and Jesus Christ speaking to you through the Spirit because they are in perfect unison. Because of this it is of the utmost importance that we always remain worth to have the sprit with us so we can be lead and guided back to the path that returns to the father. I know these things too be true, I know that the Lord Lives and he loves us to open the heavens and speak to us through a living prophet once again, and that he has restored his power agin to the earth for the blessing of his children. If I know nothing else in this world I do know that he does love you/me He truly s our loving heavenly father. I am grateful for this knowledge and pray he will continue to bless me with the simple truths of this gospel. What Joy and peace is truly there if we but go and speak to the father and then open our scriptures and then LISTEN, he does speak this I know because of the price the savior paid to open those heavens once again. I love this gospel, I love this time in the world what a great time to be alive, and most importantly I love you! You are his child and he wants you to come home and I hope an pray we may all be there and these things I share in the sacred name of the Savior Jesus Christ Amen

12-5-09 (joy of piano), 19-5-09 fun fun fun!!!

well it's the 12th of may and as of right now it's just a normal day except today I was able to to do three new songs out of my piano book, as simple as they maybe they make me very happy to be able to play them! it truly is amazing to do. Right now my favorite on to play is i hope they call me on a mission, i about can do it w/out the music. Next is army of helman :) then i feel my saviors love
yep that's right simplified primary songs ROCK! it's so peaceful to be able to just play a song no mater how simple it is, if i am ever at any meeting now i can help us do an opening/closing song and well that makes me happy. Mainly because it was one of the things i wish i could have done in CR

well i was on the phone with a friend and we coined this as my lifes moto what do ya think :)
"my strength is feeding other peoples weaknesses"

well it is now 19th of may and it's been almost 2 months since i got a letter from any of my missionaries :( wish one of you were close enough to kick them but they are on other contents so oh well.

Well classes started up again yesterday and i'm still fighting to finish up last semesters!
i'm sure i can do it if i focus, right?

well as you can see that's not exactly happening right now :/
well i had a photo i wanted you to see and also wanted to let ya know Te Quero MUCHO



yep that's a candy apple red BMW z3 under the hands of a 23yr' old MMMMMM convertibles are sooooo much fun!!
welp love u all ~Jump on the move again :)

5 months later!

well I have been home for five months now and i have thought a lot about keeping this up, well why not it can be my online journal so to speak, now that i'm gonna spend less time on facebook, you'll be able to find out what's up here on the blogg! Well as for now i am at work with the little boy drawing and my girlly on the floor warming up for gymnastics. man to have that kind of energy again, or to be so carefree as to just enjoy drawing as he does, "growing up" has become a process of giving up. giving up our enjoyments for things. those things that others say our important. TV cars i-pods, extra clothing/shoes, ect. ect. we lose the ablitly to truly just live and enjoy the setting sun. Today i am making a pleadge to be more child like in forgivness, laughter and love.
Here's to the next journey of my life!