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Sunday, October 2, 2011

LIFE! GOALS! and GREATNESS!

Wow it's been forever since I updated but here it is! I'm going to start doing a video blog. I promise once a week to put up a video the hope is 5 min. every night. Well it all depends on how long it takes to upload it. So far it's up to five minutes. oh well maybe I'll make them shorter from this point on.


Monday, March 21, 2011

The journey back to the past!

I've put up some videos that make me think about where i've been what i believe and where i hope to head! I hope they touch you the way they have me!

Kirk Franklin - Imagine Me

Becky Kelley - Where's the Line to See Jesus - OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO

Saturday, January 1, 2011

blast from the past!!!!!!!!!!!!

So i kinda have this memory box and i try adding things to it every year so i was working on what to put in in for 2010 and ended up spending some time going through it i found some old poems i wrote and thought i'd share them. This is only 1/3 of them getting tired of typing (also why this is short) BUT i have much to share and will hopefully tmw after church. Love ya all!!

What to do
I’m tired of the lies
It’s making me just want to die
I need to tell you the truth
Before I go through the roof
I’ve liked you ever since I can remember
You went out with my friend
And I thought it was the end
So many things have changed
But my feelings for you have stayed the same
Know when I look at you
I don’t know what to do
I don’t know when to speak
All I know is these feelings are deep
I guess what I really want to know
Is which way I need to go
Do I need to get over this
Because I’m going to get dissed
Or is there a chance
You will finally take me up on that dance

The doors of change
Love is in the air
And it blossoms everywhere
Friends get closer than they’ve ever done before
Some begin to look at a different one they adore
Some stay best friends some become lovers
Many talk about everything just to hear the voice of each other
Some talk to talk
Some even go for a walk
And some are confused and are wondering what to do
I’m beginning to think that is me and you

What is Love
What is love?
Is it a symbol of a dove
Maybe it’s the bond of parent and child
Or how that certain person makes your whole world goes wild
Is it how you feel when you look in your lovers’ eyes
Or the pain you feel when a close friend dies
Maybe it’s how you go all out for that special boy
Or how a baby feels when it’s daddy gives it a new toy
Is it how we look at each other
Or that bond you have with your mother
Who know what love truly is
All I know is I’m blessed to call you friend


Why I hate you
I hate how nice you are
I hate how you make me smile
I hate how you know exactly what to say
I hate the way your smile lights up my day
I hate the way I let my defense down when you’re around
I hate how I feel when you draw near
I hate the fact you’re so sweet
I have the fact that when I look in your eye’s I feel safe
I hate the fact you are too good to even be my friend
I hate the way you care about how I feel
I HATE YOU BECAUSE I CAN’T

WHAT IS A KISS

It’s that soft feeling
That comes from the touch of two lips
It’s that comforting feeling
That you get when you’re hip to hip
It’s that gentle caress
In the middle of the night
Even if you’re depressed
They still hold you tight
As your lips touch
The world disappears
And you know you needed that so much
Now you can overcome the darkest of you fears
What is a kiss
Something you will always miss


Why I’ll miss you


Your eyes
Your smile
Your kindness
Your soft voice
Your smooth hair
Your words of advice
Your perspective of life
The way you light up my day
The way your smile is so inviting
The way you see right into my heart
The way I feel when you look me in the eye
The way you make me laugh even when I feel bad
The way your hands are so soft as you wipe away my tear
The way when you call my name my heart skips a beat
The way you say everything without saying a word
The way you make me feel when you are around
The way my shield drops when you smile
The way you change my whole day
The way you say my friend
I’ll miss you because
You are you

What I saw when I turned around
When I turned around
All I could see was a frown
Then a tear drop rolled down her face
All I could do was to try and slow the pace
I asked if she was ok
She said I wish it was another day
As she stood there and cried
All I could feel was like the whole world just died
As the tears keep rolling around
I watched them fall quickly to the ground
As they disgraced her and her name
I think to myself how I’d love to see them tamed
As I turned to fuss them out
I just start to scream and shout
But all I could ask was why
Why-oh-why